While I deal with this change of our way of life…I’m also dealing with an unfortunate truth that we will have to move during all this. Forgive me if I have moments of either complete sadness or frustrated rage. I have never felt so much anxiety in my lifetime. It can not be healthy so I am doing everything I can to not panic…stay busy…eat right…and process each new development. But holy crap….it’s a lot to process. I fight fear daily. Sometimes it wins and I end up in a puddle on the floor. Most often it does not but moving..well that floors me. Might as well just shoot me out of a rocket into a sea of coronavirus..because that’s how it feels trying to wrap my brain around how this will be done.